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| || Friday, February 29, 2008 || I'M BAAAACK!!!Haha for the people who checking my profile to see if i've updated and then gave up i'm so sorry...Just that so much has been happening now that it's kinda difficult to sit and blog..But anyways... 9 weeks into school and i'm doing badly..I shall not talk about it now though..Let's talk happy thoughts.. So much has happened in this year...Ah some of which wouldn't be appropriate to blog about, but like i always say, everything happens for a reason. Valentine's was fun. I loved baking cookies for everyone (though it took a freaking long time to pack them). It was a happy valentine's. Saranya is muscle woman. She can actually piggy-back me. Wow. And yesterday! Ok so drama Os people are doing a devised group piece for the Os...And mine (as i've mentioned sometime earlier in my blog) is about war...And this family affected by war...As for me I play a sadistic evil character who talks and looks scary...And eats bugs...And tortures herself...It really is quite funny because the whole family has characters with very different personalities...It's VERY amusing. Jacq Koh actually got scared by my role. But anyways. The thing is, we had this activity, where people from the other group (which is doing abuse) and the war people form pairs, one from each group, and we have to take turns to lead each other by our palms. And the thing is, the person leading someone, the someone's face must at all times follow the person's palm, no matter how low the person brings his palm down, or in whatever position you must be in to follow the palm. So ultimately it was like one person had the power to lead the other by just his palm, and you could do whatever you want. For everyone except me, it felt degrading and like someone was controlling you but you couldn't do anything to stop it, which frustrated them so bad, but I was the only one who thought it was fun, just like how my character would feel. I could just say that I'm as disturbed as my character, or really sit down think about why I enjoyed the "control"...And what's the most ironic thing is that I am the kind of person who would fight for her rights and voice out my opinions and not just crumble if someone tries to take control over my life and blah blah...But it's really quite interesting why I didn't try resisting the control and pressure, despite the fact that there was music that sounded like judgement day or something going on in the background...Hmmmm...For those of you who think drama is just mindless script reading and isn't gonna hep you in life, screw you. Drama makes you reflect upon yourself, and more than often, we discover a whole lot about ourselves through drama. After all, drama is a form of expression, and the more you express, the more you learn about yourselves. Some people obviously do not mature with age. Ah. Haha. The JI guy who escaped. Hahaha. Wonder how he did it. With all that high security that he's been getting, it's a wonder how he managed to get out. With a limp. Unless OF COURSE...Hahaha. Oh btw, has anyone given a thought as to maybe there's an underground passageway that he might have used to escape? Hahaha. The gods must be crazy. "If you really love a person, let them go. If they come back, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were meant to be." - Anonymous. |